I wish I had better words to explain it, but I can only say huge thank-yous to the California Browncoats, the rest of my fellow Browncoats, and the cast and crew members who give so much back to their fans.

Needless to say, the Browncoats came together under a great team of leaders (aptly labeled the "big heroes" of the weekend) and we had a backup convention that appears to have blown last year's con out of the water. The California Browncoats (from all over the state including much of So-Cal and San Francisco) literally worked day and night, despite the fact that all of them were in the same boat as the non-locals. They paid to have a con, just the same. The California Browncoats chose to turn the weekend into a mission, and I am pleased to say they were successful; above and beyond belief.

Yes, I am sad I didn't get my solo 8×10 photo with Nathan Fillion (a $60 value paid last January via credit card), but he gave me his Harry Potter book instead (most likely grabbed right off his bookshelf in a hurry to find things to give to fans as a peace offering, or perhaps for a good laugh). "Nothing special about it; just that it belongs to me," he said. I am both exhilarated and ashamed to say that I will cherish it forever (book six though, and I haven't read a single one before it). It sits on my bookshelf, and I am already fantasizing about getting it autographed some day; maybe even have him highlight his favorite parts.

Nathan, as well as a solid chunk of the rest of the cast, showed up to support not just the show, but the fans. There was energy at the "Backup Bash" that no one can really put words to. It's a little overwhelming to know that although we all may be a little odd in our obsessions with a cancelled TV program – so are the actors and crew. The program was enchanting. It still lives inside of everyone who was a part of its production. If it didn't, no one would have shown up, let alone fly in for a few hours just to say hello only to get back on a plane and back to a new set the next day (Alan Tudyk).

The convention had panels, parties, games, and more – miracles performed over night due to the kindness and integrity of strangers. A thousand thank you's would never be enough for what the volunteers, actors, and fans have given to all of us who made the trip. The unofficial closing ceremonies on Sunday included an emotional standing ovation for the CA locals who did so much work. I'll admit I cried along with many others, grateful that there are people in this world who are willing to give of themselves purely for the sake of others.

The worst thing about the weekend was watching it end… and maybe the cost of bottled water in the hotel. Yikes.